Saturday, December 13, 2014

How to find the words where there not..

I wish that I could find the words that I felt the day that I felt when I set up my little beauties carseat and stroller... I was blessed enough for one thing to receive it from a very dear friend, but it was a complete nother story when I pushed it out the front door and to the sidewalk...the tears began to flow down my face that I soon would be bringing a beauty into this world that I wouldnt be able to just give off to another parent, or would leave at the end of the day..it was so much more then just that. It was the reality that this little girl was going to be my WHOLE world in just a few short weeks..that I would be the one who was going to hold her when she cried and help her understand when nothing else could.. I would be there to feed her and there to bath her...that everything she was going to learn was all up to these very moments I would be having. I was grateful for these feeling, overwhelmed with the love I had felt for her..I never knew how possible it was to love something I hadnt met yet in this life time...and we would be spending every one of these moments together, and thru this carseat and stroller, I would be carrying her around..

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