What if...

What if I told you that one day someone was going to come into your life and change every negative belief you've ever had about yourself...that you would some how be someone's reason to be alive and what they've been searching their whole lives to find...and simply why they wanted to be around you was because they saw every wound you had as something that lead you together and they wouldn't change anything about you? Wouldn't every thought inside of you say, why me? I didn't deserve this? I'm in no position to accept this? But what if it wasn't a blessing or a gift...it was an earning of every heartache you've gone thru, every time you got the answer no, it was there to tell you that you no longer were gonna lose something good in your life...that you no longer were gonna feel what's good and have it taken from you..You were no longer gonna feel what it was like to be given someone of something you have always wanted and have it be taken...that you never again were gonna have to change to fit someone else's mold of what they wanted you to be or who they even thought you were or could be...that they would see you as you WERE and everything you HAD been and wanted to BE...right by your side thru and thru with everything that you WOULD be is where they would always stand....that this time they wouldn't go anywhere, they wouldn't punish you for all the mistakes that you have felt were your biggest regrets. They wouldn't put you down on your hardest days, because you had a moment of ranting and raving...they'd simply smile with you, they laughed with you sometimes at you just to get your mind off the heartache that no words could fix..sometimes they talk bout any problems you had as long as you wanted to talk about them...not to shut down the conversation and never bring it up again..but they did it because they knew in the end..somewhere,  somehow there would be a smile that radiates as the much as the sun shines..As much as the shooting star reminds us that we can make wishes...This kind of love didn't need recognition, gratitude or  even a reason of why everything felt better..this kind of love was simply because they wanted you to feel that everything you have possibly done for people was finally gonna come back to you, that you would be given every possible reason to smile again. To feel alive. To feel like you exist. To feel like you are feeling again and to feel as though you can become passionate about somethin that would last..and  it would help you become who you always knew you would Be...