God has a hand in this..

I have found that if there is anything in this world I can control.  It is my water in take and my prayers that I send up to God...and the things that both of them have in common is that I will stay hydrated on every level.  From the moment my pregnancy started it has taught me how to not look at just today,  tomorrow or a few months down the road. It has caused me to not focus so much on what is going wrong and focus on all the things that can possibly go right. I have found that both of these things will bring me some sort of response to my life that I need right now. My baby has gave me some of thee greatest blessings I could ever ask for...with moments that only her and I have shared. She has taught me from the beginning that this relationship is about the two of us..that both of us are qualified for so much love for each other surrounded and by all different typses of people. my baby girl has taught me to get on bended knee often when I feel as though nothing in life make sense, that her simple and such sweet spirit shows me how often she is coming directly from heaven and from people who understands where my heart is at. That every step is a milestone to remind me that time doesn't hold still. That I just gotta keep pressing forward. I have to keep believing that as easy as it is to get stuck in thinking things aren't going anywhere. They are. Because every week brings me a bigger belly, more movement and stretching.. it has brought me more growth closer to my father in heaven, more inspiration of what his plan is for me and a deep gratitude that his timing is the best thing in my life...no matter where I am at. I have no doubt in my mind that as there are moments that shake me up in feeling, am I ready for this? Can I do this? What if all these fears come true? I have found that fear is what sets me back from seeing the most amazing miracles of alll...The ones that surround me, the ones that teach love, kindness, understanding and humility....but specially the ones where this isn't the only part of life that I'll ever know. There is so much more then this. There is gonna be times that things didn't go as planned or things didn't work out like I wanted..but the greatest part of both of them is when I finally do see WHY...and it all comes together, do I then know that every step I am making planned or not...it has a purpose,  thru the ppl I come in contact me, the lessons I learn and the appreciate of thee most simply blessing. I truly know in some way shape or form that anything is possible. It is just believing in the process that someone bigger then us...knows and understands. Not because that's the easy thing to believe in, but because it brings thee most peace in my heart.